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Softly


Softly

Cold bed
Rain falls
Whispers flow
crooked spine
closed eyes

Wheezing…
droplets fall
murmurs speak
“Anywhere but here”
Flashback…

Constant embraces
Eye contact
witty comments & life plans
…London, Paris, Milan…
kiss fulfills the pact

Cold bed
Rain pouring
breathing softly
holds pillow
Softly whispers…
         “Tu me manques, Je t’aime”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzdPeMQSPqM

[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in]


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

-BY E. E. CUMMINGS


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Do you?


Do you cry at night?
Feeling alone, deserted,
as if nobody wants you
nobody cares
you’re not good enough…

Do you think of all the possibilities in your life?
Your triumphs?
Mistakes?
The times you laughed, cried, and loved?

Do you remember when you first crashed,
cried all night, hugging your pillow,
your eyes and nose red from all the pain
… of that feeling of your soul splitting…

Do you remember that first time you fell in love?
The feeling when you noticed, and blushed because somebody asked you…
The felling when you saw him and your body betrayed you
sweaty hands,
mind racing,
stomach churning,
time freezing,
smiling awkwardly…
and embarrassing yourself

Do you remember when you dreamed your dream for the first time?
Of your future together,
traveling, growing old together with a family?

Do you lay in bed
thinking of the future?
Uncertain, scary, with a big question mark
but you close your eyes and imagine he’s there
and everything feels calm…
because you feel like everything will turn out ok…
just because he’s beside you

Clouds form in your head
raining on your face
just wanting to get out
just waiting for you
…just waiting for that signal…
… the signal of you

Just smile


Softly smiling, hiding the crack

he said: “Don’t worry. I’m ok.”

They all stand, clap and cheer

Smiling broadly, he turns around

Standing ovation.

He’s not here.

-Musical Poetry

Soñé


Soñé contigo sonriendo sin cesar
Sin ningún problema
Solos en paz
Soñé contigo, felices estábamos
lejos de aquí, por fin en nuestro hogar
Soñé de ti,
de tu y yo
soñé y soñé y soñaré sin cesar
este sueño se hará realidad
porque no cesaré hasta lograrlo
porque juntos venceremos,
y juntos triunfaremos
Soñé de las noches
que lloré por ti
porque no estabas aquí
porque no estaba allí
porque la distancia están bastarda
que nos quita el sueño,
la paz,
la calma
y con solo un beso…
un beso, me falta
Soñé de ti
solo… en la obscuridad
con el pasado, tratando de escapar
gritando,
llorando,
llamándome…
y aquí estaba,
pidiendo, rogando,
vendiéndole el alma al diablo
para poder calmarte,
para poder cubrirte,
y poder quitarte todo lo que sientes
para padecerlo yo….
y no tú
Soñé…
Soñé de tus caricias,
Soñé de tu y de lo perfecto que eres
aunque tu digas lo contrario….
Soñé de tí,
Soñé de mí
de que somos tan y para el cual,
aunque pelemos, aunque cometa errores,
aunque sepamos que no somos perfectos
pero en esa imperfección somos uno
porque siempre te he buscado y tú a mi
y por fin…
estamos juntos
Soñé de nosotros
Soñé de nuestro futuro
que aunque ahora se vea lejos, el tiempo avanzará
y tendremos lo que queremos….
nuestro hogar
nuestra compañía
nuestro amor
Soñé de nosotros
Soñé de nosotros riendo sin cesar
Con problemas, pero luchando juntos
En paz
Soñé contigo, felices estábamos
lejos de aquí, por fin en nuestro hogar….

15/08/2012

Mes yeux


Mes yeux pleurent pour vous.
La nuit est froide sans vous.
La distance joue avec mon coeur
Mon âme soupire pour un baiser
L’âme veut pour vous

Ma présence est nule
Sans vous ici
à côté de moi …
Me serrant …

Tout ce que je sais, c’est que nous serons ensemble
Je vais attendre
Je vais attendre pour vous

Pour l’intérieur de vous est ma joie
A côté de vous, c’est ma vie
Avec vous repose mon âme

Music is a journey


Music is a journey. It should kidnap your from reality. It should warp your thoughts in it’s succession of chords, arpeggios and dynamics. Music is a necessity. Music= life

“This sentence has five…


“This sentence has five words. Here are five more words. Five-word sentences are fine. But several together become monotonous. Listen to what is happening. The writing is getting boring. The sound of it drones. It’s like a stuck record. The ear demands some variety. Now listen. I vary the sentence length, and I create music. Music. The writing sings. It has a pleasant rhythm, a lilt, a harmony. I use short sentences. And I use sentences of medium length. And sometimes, when I am certain the reader is rested, I will engage him with a sentence of considerable length, a sentence that burns with energy and builds with all the impetus of a crescendo, the roll of the drums, the crash of the cymbals—sounds that say listen to this, it is important.”

 Gary Provost