Dream On


Close your eyes and count to 10
All the bad dreams will go away
A warm sigh may come your way
Only if you count to 10
 
And if you count to nine
Oh my brother  will I
Smile and smile again
When we hug and shout in May
All the hard work will fade
And a new world will thrive
Into the dreams of today.
 
Close your eyes and count to eight
And if you remember
What we said in September
On fulfilling our dreams that’s true…
But only if you pursue
Fight and fight you’ll do
And yes you will do
Until you look back
And see us smile
Of all our dreams to keep
Of our smiles and weep’s
Into making what we saw that was so far away
And smile and smile we may….
 
Even when darkness consumes our day
Look up and say
“A new day will dawn
And I will keep on
Fighting for my dreams
Until they come true…”
With friends and colleagues
And with just the right push
We can conquer the world…
 

…Maybe


“Someday… I’m going to get this right…
Someday… I will show you who I am…
Someday… My dreams will come true…
Someday… I will be with you…
Someday… I will achieve what I want.
Someday.. I will fall in love….
Someday… I will look back and smile
Someday… I wil look back and cry… at that dark time that has gone by….
Someday… I will look and see you … smiling at me like the brightest sun…
Someday… My name will be in lights…
Someday… I will be happy….
Someday… I’ll be with you”

Darkness v. Light


Darkness…
Curtain call…
Hands on piano…
Baton at hand.

Darkness…
A Cm plays
Sound as water droplets fill the stage…
A progression of chords intertwine
An orchestra resurges like a phoenix from flames
A steady hand marks the tempo… as a conductor normally does…

“Molto legato e expresivo”
A life must be
“con passione e fortissimo”
One must live

Arpeggios and chords fill the space…
Filled with doubt and fear…
…of an uncertain future….
Memories remerge
As the orchestra quiets…
As a wave of emotions… in arpeggio form
The orchestra con forza reassures one destiny
Why do I do this?
Cause you live for it…
I’m not sure…
Yes you are.

Confusion dwells as the future emerges…
Plans come to shape and form
As one organize it
A clarinet… in the form of clarity reemerges
Arpeggios strike the heart… as a scale of hope.
Accents and dynamic a life is about
As the motif with variants fill up the sky…

Foreshadowing…
Flash backs…
A life yet to come…
A life which has passed…
Many live for this
So why can’t I?
Reassurance….
Apassionato e determinato
One must be…
If not life becomes… an unlived dream.
Beautiful is life…
As one may not see
A future is certain
A past it will be.

The winds plays an expressive line
Chords accompany it … just as you accompany me…

Where there is darkness..
There is Light….
Where there is light
There is hope
Where there is hope… there is life…
Thank you for breaking the darkness…
As the orchestra plays the final cadence…
The darkness is no more….

Molto legato e expresivo-> Very interlaced with expression.
Con Passione e fortissimo-> With passion and loudly.
Arpeggio-Notes of a chord played in succession, either ascending or descending.
Con forza-> With force.
Motif-> a distinctive feature or dominant idea in an artistic or literary composition.
Appasionato e determinato -> Passionate and determined.

Music is Life…


Life is like the most beautiful song in which you share your most inner feelings, state of mind. The song of you soul that you imprint on your loved ones and those lives united with your own can make the beautiful symphony that it is humankind” José A. Clavell

Silence…


Silence….
Destiny is calling ….
The moon and the stars are whispering …
The mermaids are singing…
The flowers sleeping…
The cradling wind
Rocking the cradle
Of a dream come true…

Silence…
Silence is whispering…
Flowers decorating…

Destiny is amazed
At the raw talent you possess

Arms rose
As you hug the unknown
As you fly to uncharted worlds
As you sail the dreams, oh
Those impossible dreams
The dreams that you dream
On a rainy afternoon

Silence is silent
As the moon rocking’s
As the stars lullaby you
As you dream of love
On that magical world
Known by you
Your dreams show
That you can unfold
What destiny wrote

On the day you decided
To navigate the island
And make the impossible road
An unbelievable show
In which the world decays
As arms a-raise
shattering the mocking
Of those unsporting
Hatred and loathe

Yes…
Fly to the moon
Fly to the sky

Pluto is a planet
Where magic is alive

The flowers cry
As you go into the night sky
Flying with Tinker Bell
And that magical dust…

The moon serenades’ you
With her black harp of space
As you fall unto sleep
On that magical place

In which you sleep …

Sleep my child…
Sleep that protect I will
From the dragons and witches
Who want to do you wrong
As you sing my song
With the stars and the moon
Accompany you unto the night
While your knight rides
In his shining armor
Of love and surprise…

By: José A. Clavell Acosta

Consumed by fair…


Let yourself fly

As the world slowly dies
Consumed by fire
All I know is desire
To know if I did was right….

If my life’s choice was good enough
To slowly dim the fire
With the melody of a life’s journey
That began so long ago….

As I stay here
Observing how little we have left
I look to you…
Up in the sky…
Wondering if I could so something more
With what you gave me
In the Genesis
Where music and life ensued

In a cage they placed me
In a cage I stood
Until they opened it up
And spread my wings I did so
And shared my light with everybody that observed
Thinking of you…
In every step of the way….

With that deathly hallow
I unfolded
Receiving him like a lost friend
Be still my heart
I’m coming towards you…
With that minor chord in C minor
Slowly dying …
As I step outside
And fill my valor…

José A. Clavell Acosta
January 4, 2011

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Choral Conducting!


Sorry I haven’t blogged for a while but this semester has been crucial, stressful, with new challenges and with life changing oportunities. I will briefly talk about my choral conducting course and experiences I’ve had this semester.

As a parenthesis before I started this Fall semester,  I went to Vermont/Canada with the PUCPR Concert Choir and we participated in a 3 day tour in Vermont and 4 days in  the Loto-Quebec International World Choral Festival in as the name states in Quebec, Canada. Even though it was only one week I had the chance visit and get out of this Island (which was a first) and experience and ultimately share with the rest of the world  Puertorrican Music with my friends and with my mentor/director Prof. Ruben Colon Tarrats. This was a wonderful experiments for me specially since this semester was my Choral Conducting course, and in July I was part of a 5 week workshop of Renaissance Music with other 11 companions with my professor Mons. Abel Di Marco where we learned on how to sing this particular type of music. Another experience if we flash forward to mid november with this group “ArsAntiqua” which we specialize in Renaissance Choral music we had our first public performance, which was part of the Opening activities of the Re inauguration of the Ponce Art Museum. After all this Summer was a very productive one since I had the chance to experiment with different choristers, and specially different  genres of the choral repertoire.

This Fall semester I had the chance take/be a part of, like 6 other fellow musicians, the Choral Conducting I course, which is the last music course that offers the PUCPR for the Music Department. If I had to describe the course is… pretty hard… the only words that can I fathom are.. stressful, challenging, rewarding, awesome, etc. This is an amazingly challenging course because, first of all the choir is used for only ONE conductor aka: Ruben who has been the conductor for almost 18 years, also you are a rookie (even though if have been dreaming of conducting a choir since you’ve graduated since high school like me) and this is one of the many challenges you encounter. This course is an eye opener because… for the first time you know and feel what your teacher feels like, like for example when you get frustrated because the music is behind, etc. It is also an experience *even if you don’t or don’t peruse choral conducting as a career** (because the true of the matter is that if you are an Education Major and if you go to a public or private school you have to conduct the choir…) But as part of being a conductor (and as a musician) is to.. PERFORM, which happened last Sunday December 5th, 2010, in which is the traditional debut of the student conductors in which I conducted a Venezuela Traditional Christmas Song called “El Niño Criollo” a Choral Arrangement by Caron Montaguatelli, where it describes Jesus Christ as a Venezuelan Child dressed in traditional clothes..

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU-yjdlHZU8 )

A fun fact was that through the semester one of my first music teacher who we call out of love Fombe, called me and she basically gave me a song to conduct at the prestigious La Perla Theater in their annual Christmas Concert, this was an absolute shocker!!!!! ME, conduct where!? jajajaja I still can’t believe that actually happened  because there was still students who I know since I was a student there, from when I started music long ago in 2002. To be frank it was another amazing experience and they want for me to be a guest conductor for their Spring Concert in May, which is mind boggling!!! In that

Concert I conducted a christmas song called “Llevame a ver a Jesus” a SATB arrangement by Noel Estrada.  I wish that this continues… whether it be conducting the IMJMC Concert Choir, sing with ArsAntiqua and along the Choral Municipal Choir (which I am a part of since this semester, this is the only municipal group in Puerto Rico, and it sings beside the Ponce Municipal Band, both are conducted by Ruben Colon Tarrats)

I’m sure that a lot of great things will happen this new semester and year!